a farewell letter

Thursday, December 10, 2015



in all my 30 years i count these 3 as my greatest blessings!

soooooo i'm 30.  today.  as of 7 something this am.  that's weird.  it seems like such a big milestone but honestly i'm a tad excited.  even weirder, i know.  i'm so grateful for my 20's.  gosh they were fun.  i'm not the same person i was going into this decade as i am leaving.  i'm still goofy and clumsy but i've matured (a little) and learned a whole lot.

20 brought college parties and laughs, 21 brought too much wine and some lessons about life, 22 brought the end of my college career, 23 brought my masters and a diamond ring, 24 brought the greatest commitment i'll ever make and the beginning of my life with my best friend, 25 brought a lot of "i'm sorrys and i love you's" as i navigated my way through marriage, 26 brought a new adventure in an old town and the greatest heartbreak i've ever endured, 27 brought my daughter and the greatest happiness i had ever known, 28 brought messy mama life and lots of grace (thanks god!), 29 brought my son and the greatest happiness i have ever known still (two babes = heart full) and now 30.  i don't know what 30 will bring.  but i'm ready.  and god is good.  so so good.

as i enter in to my 30's i feel refreshed.  so much life has happened these past 10 years and to think about all of the life that will happen in the next 10 excites and scares me to death.  i may have had my babies in my 20's but i get to raise them in my 30's.  and that is going to be fun.  all alongside the best person i know.

however, my 20's.  they were good.  so sweet.  i learned so much.  was humbled a lot.  my pride got hit a lot.  and i hope to leave some things behind as i join the 30 year old club.  i worried a lot about what people thought in my 20's.  was constantly trying to please everyone and do everything.  always worrying if i was enough, or doing enough.  yea, 20's - you can have all of that.  i know now i am enough because He is enough.  i pray my 30's are more intentional with my yes's and my no's.  i want to say yes to stuff that matters and no to the rest.  i want to say yes to people more.  people who need jesus, people who need food, people who need encouragement.  all people.  i want to say yes.  i want my children to say yes to people.  i want them to fight for those without a voice and because of that i want to do the same.

self-doubt.  if that can stay in my 20's that'd be great as well, although i have a feeling it will be a lifetime battle in some ways.  i spent way to much time in my 20's questioning myself.  questioning my decisions, my choices, my career, my interior design choices, my meal choice, my outfit of the day choice - it's exhausting!  i am absolutely indecisive and add that on top of lack of self-confidence and it. has. got. to. go.  jesus loves me.  that makes me enough.  motherhood has brought some confidence into my life too.  i mean i birthed humans.  two of them.  boom.

another thing that i am (sadly) leaving in my 20's is this blog.  for now at least.  i simply don't have the time i used to and am not the most organized, make-the-most-of-my-time person and this blog has fallen to the bottom of my list.  i am beyond grateful for the community it has brought these past 3 years and i have made friends that will be lifetime friends undoubtedly.  but when i started blogging, i vowed never to make this another thing on my to-do list - something i felt like i had to do.  so that is why i'm bowing out now.  i also have two precious souls and identities that i am entrusted to raise and the internet scares me a bit so there's that thrown into the mix and i've decided it's time to step back.  who know's if i'll pick up sometime in the future but for now, i'm saying farewell.  to every person who has commented, emailed, texted or messaged me after a post they enjoyed - thank you!  it means more than you will ever know.

side note:  i've tagged a bunch of amazing bloggers on my instagram post if you are looking for some blogs to follow pleaseeeee check that out because these woman are amazing.




Find me here: Twitter | Instagram | Facebook | Pinterest | Subscribe

62 comments :

Jessica said...

<3 you mama! feeling so much of same things you said here! thankfully, there is IG so I can follow your family. xoxo

sunio said...

why should we play the Clash Of Lights when they are giving this.

Nadeem said...

Really Amazing

Good Instagram Captions

Birthday Wishes For Friends

PUBG HD Wallpapers

FMWhatsapp Apk Download

OGInsta+ Apk Download

Mike Tyson Biography Age, Height, Weight, Wife, Familiy, UFC Records & More

Mike Tyson Biography Age, Height, Weight

mike-tyson-wiki/


FMWhatsapp Apk Download

Mike Tyson Biography Age, Height, Weight, Wife, Familiy, UFC Records & More

Good Instagram Captions

Max Blogger said...

Vidmate For IOS

ividmateapp.com

Spotify Apk

Spotify Premium Apk

spotifyappapk.com

cheapest smm panel

newsmmpanel.com

Gurgaon Update said...

Buy Strawberry E-Liquid hemp oil and CBD oil with THC value and other weed products online selling in Canada.

Unknown said...

Check out our post for Clash Of Light APK.Clash Of Lights APK

Believer said...

This is a nice blog to watch out for and we provided information on
constant blocked nose but no cold make sure you can check it out and keep on visiting and please share our blog.

Unknown said...

You can join a Clan or build a Clashing legacy on your own. The choice is yours. But, before you decide to enter in the community of Barbarians, allow us to explain to you the easiest way to play this game. We will explain to you what download magic apk latest version private server is and how does this server work.

Anonymous said...

Clash Of Lights is one of the best Clash of Clans Private Server .
Download Latest Version Now to enjoy Unlimited Gems

Anonymous said...

Redmi Note 7 pro is the best phone

bhoi bhoi said...

tvtap app for android

Alice said...

Share wonderful moments in daily life with others on Likee app. Get likes and followers and become a super star.

Unknown said...

clash of lights Android
clash of magic android
temple run android
temple run 3 android

sweet girl status said...

Server 1 of conflict of enchantment is otherwise called the Black Magic. You can essentially think that its free of expense on the web. It is exceedingly adjusted and adaptable, which Clash Of Lights means you can all around effectively make saints, custom structure, and so forth.

Unknown said...

The Best App Store to get paid and premium apps free is Clash Of Lights APK For iOS And Android Both version are available.
Credit : clash of lights download apk

Josef said...

we offer car emission testing, car repair, maintenance and mot services and car repair garage. Car owners can book any type of car repair or oil service, we offer free collection and delivery with our service.

Who can fix my car
car battery replacement uk

pinoy tv said...

clash of clans mod apk download latest version
clash of magic download
download clash of clans hack apk unlimited gems
clash of lights download apk
download coc hack mod apk latest version
https://apkdose.com/clash-of-clans-mod-apk

Unknown said...

coc offline mod And Cheats
Playing video games is a fun and frantic way to set aside your boredom and have a joyous time
clash of magic apk hack

JFM N said...

Thanks

ptcl packages
ptcl internet packages
ptcl broadband packages

Offshore hosting said...

offshore server

Barbara Butt said...

clash of dreams is a private servers of coc.

Unknown said...

Great Work!!!
Clash of Clans

Vijay TV Serials said...

Welcome To this new app that will help you to know all the serials, TV Shows, Programs Of Tamildhool TV Live HD.On which you'll find Sun TV, Vijay.

TamilDhool Apk
TamilDhoolApk

TamilDhool said...

TamilDhool Provided Sun TV Serials, Vijay TV Serials, Colors Tamil Serials, Polimar Tamil Serials and the most famous Zee Tamil HD Quality Serials, Live Streaming Serials.

https://tamildhooll.net/

jameelanas said...

Nice blog
Rai interiorz works hand in hand with reputable clients to develop all interior fit-out solutions for large and small customized projects.


rai interiorz

interior design in karachi

construction companies in karachi

onlinequranexpert said...

anyone intersted to read holly Quran online our teaching method is so good male female teacher avialble learn six kalmaas learn duass learn all Quran translation learn norani Qaida online Quran classes for kids

anasjameel said...

Nice blog
ptcl speed test
speed test ptcl

Maria Jaimes said...

Go through these funny work quotes which acts like a stress-buster, even when you celebrate the joy of who you are and what you do.

mbez said...

Buy Orange Bud Online
Buy High Octane Og
Buy Buy Gelato 2.0 Online
Buy Sour Apple Killer
Buy Frosted Kush Online
Buy Royal Gorilla Weed
Buy Fuji Og Online
Buy Gorilla Cheese Strain

johannesbenz500 said...

Buy Orange Bud Online

Princess said...

Latest Jobs in Pakistan
Latest Jobs
Latest Government Jobs in Pakistan

mark milner said...

Get 100% Anonymous offshore hosting from webcare360, who standout amongst the most experienced dmca ignored hosting providers in the industry.

TamilDhool said...

Good work. Keep it up
http://tamildhoolz.net/

Xplo said...

Watch your favorite Tamil TV Serials & Tamil Tv Shows. Zee Tamil Serial Provided Sun TV Serials, Vijay TV Serials, Colors Tamil Serials, Polimar Tamil Serials and the most famous Zee Tamil HD Quality Serials, Live Streaming Serials.

welly grace said...

Our products are of the highest quality and are packed in discrete odor less vacuum sealed packages. Discreet delivery is our recommended best practice and packages are tracked all the way to your home.
buy banana runtz online
buy moneybag runtz
day buy peach cobbler runtz online
buy buddhas hands runtz online
buy Obama runtz online
buy gruntz online
buy Hawaiian runtz
bill Kimber og
buy 33 backpackboyz online
backpackboyz packaging
backpackboyz strain
buy animal face strain online
buy apple fritter backpackboyz
buy biscotti backpackboyz online
buy backpackboyz lemon cherry gelato online
blue dream shatter
master kush shatter
buy marijuana flower online
buy og kush onle
buy white window strain online
buy moon rock strain online
buy marijuana edibles online
banana blast candy


Ankita Tiwari said...

kolkata hot sexy girl||
hot call girl||
call girls near by me||
call girl nambar||
cheap escort in kolkata||
call girl phone no in west bengal||
housewife escort service||
xvideos tamil full movie||
high class call girls||
top escorts||
indian call girls xnxx||
xvideos female||
xvideos massage girl||
callescorts||
xnxx com t||
call girl hot||
call girl required||
escorte service||
sexy call girl number||
call girl phone numbar||
kolkata girls number||
t xnxx||
xvideos indian call girl||
hot bbw xvideos||
call aunty mobile no||
call girls in my location||
escorts agency||
need a girlfriend in kolkata||
call girl for one night||
kolkata girl sexy||
real call girls||
mobile call girls||

Ankita Tiwari said...

indian prostitutes xvideos||
kolkata girl mobile no||
calls girl number||
kolkata sexy girls||
hot latina xvideos||
kolkata cheap escort||
callgirl||
call girls online booking||
itc sonar bangla kolaghat||
kolkata escort review||
number of call girl||
call girls near by||
call girl contacts||
sexiest women xvideos||
call girl no phone||
call girls are||
call girl .com||
local call girl number||
coll girl contact||
top escort||
escort girl service||
call girl personal||
hot girls xvedios||
call girl||
bengali a to z movie||
story type xvideos||
xnxx in kolkata||
mobile no call girl||

UNK said...

Assistir online último episódio vídeos gratuitos diários https://tabonitobrasil.co/

Tabonito Brasil said...

Suas novelas preferidas estão aqui! Siga o canal, e fique por dentro!Acervo Alma Gêmea Avenida Brasil Malhação IDPé na JacaSete PecadosTrês Irmãs.
a fazenda ta bonito.
de ferias com o ex ta bonito.

bdiaz said...

runtzhouse.com
purple runtz strain
jack herer leafly
chernobyl strain
purple runtz strain
gelato 45 strain
desido cookies strain
dankwoods blunt
blue skittles strain
banana bread strain

UNK said...

Assistar mais novelas para livre em no www.xonadosportv.co Não esqueça Assistir A Fazenda 13 ao vivo Mais recente transmita

bdiaz said...

runtzhouse.com
purple runtz strain
jack herer leafly
chernobyl strain
purple runtz strain
gelato 45 strain
desido cookies strain
dankwoods blunt
blue skittles strain
sherblato strain
cake mix strain
dolato strain
ak-47 runtz
banana bread strain
sherblato
purple runtz strain
dosido cookies strain
sherblato leafly
gelato strain 45
runts weed
cake mix strain
ghost cookies strain

Anonymous said...

Document actually want the things you have gained right, certainly want the things you are saying and additionally exactly how you will tell you the software. You will allow it to enjoyable while you yet care for to continue the software sensible. ดูการ์ตูน

Tabonito Brasil said...

Assistir novelas online capítulos completos Ao Vivo na Íntegra. Ver novelas online no canal Tá Bonito Brasil.
A Usurpadora.

Apne TV said...

Watch Hindi TV Serial Online Free HD. Your Favorite TV Shows Under the One Website all the Latest Indian Television Dramas and TV Serials.
Apne TV

Dhara said...

Assistir votar no bbb. online capítulos completos Ao Vivo na Íntegra. Ver novelas online no canal gil bbb.

treessixty said...

Purple Runtz is a digital marketing agency in Los Angeles, CA, that specializes in the entertainment industry.

aljani said...

#1 The Best Apps and Games For Android · Apk Module
https://apkmodule.com/doramasflix-apk/
DoramasFlix apk

aljani said...

#1 The Best Apps and Games For Android · Apk Module
https://apkmodule.com/snaptik-video-downloader-for-tiktok/
Snaptik Video Downloader For Tiktok

playhind said...


The survivalists are the protagonist of this idle journey the place you need to survive in the course of the apocalypse
Idle Island Tycoon Survival MOD APK

tahir said...

I like your post.Appriciate your work.Pandya Store

QA4EA said...

Amazing performance.Appriciate your work.Katha Ankahee

IESCO BILL ONLINE said...

IESCO BILL ONLINE
IESCO Online Bill 2022–Download & Print
Check Latest IESCO Online Bill at iescobill.net
TO Check IESCO Online Bill just visit IESCOBILL.NET
IESCObill.net

dramasq said...

風林網, 楓林網, 楓林網,楓林網电影,韓劇線上看,台劇線上看,韓劇線上看,電影線上看,陸劇線上看,日劇線上看

8maple said...

奚望,吳春怡,韓承羽,姬晨牧,陸劇 線上看任希鴻,馮玉璽,白慶琳,李星昊

jerry said...

,馮玉璽,Gimy白慶琳,李星昊美劇等熱門劇集。影音視頻播放清晰流暢

John Devil said...

蓋劇集、電影、綜藝、動漫、娛樂等優質影視節目,枫林网,觀眾可以在線觀看台劇

tech reviews said...

I read this article! I hope you will continue to have such articles to share with everyone! thank you!

bhanusuru597 said...

however, my 20's. they were good. so sweet. i learned so much. was humbled a lot. my pride got hit a lot. and i hope to leave some things behind as i join the 30 year old club. i worried a lot about what people thought in my 20's. was constantly trying to please everyone and do everything. always worrying if i was enough, or doing enough. yea, 20's - you can have all of that. i know now i am enough because He is enough. i pray my 30's are more intentional with my yes's and my no's. i want to say yes to stuff that matters and no to the rest. i want to say yes to people more. people who need jesus, people who need food, people who need encouragement. all people. i want to say yes. i want my children to say yes to people. i want them to fight for those without a voice and because of that i want to do the same.

tech reviews said...

i must confess you guys have the best blog out here.

whatsapp plus

projectfreetv.onl

binod said...

Is a very interesting article I think it is a good article and can be used in everyday life.

oppocreaty said...

Appreciate your work
whatsapp mod
YOWhatsApp

Made With Love By The Dutch Lady Designs