my birthweek is here!

Monday, December 9, 2013

my celebratory birthday/engagement dinner the next night!

4 years ago today I was celebrating my last day as a 23 year old.  I was currently in the midst of getting my masters and had a majorrrrrrrrrr exam the next day (on my birthday!  How could they?!?!).  I was nannying for the sweetest baby boy all day (it was a Wednesday) and I wore my comfiest, non-cutest outfit to play with said babe and study all day.  Then around 6pm I headed back to my wee little one bedroom apartment.  My boyfriend at the time was going to bring me dinner because he knew I had a long day and still needed to study so when I got home you can imagine my surprise when he was already there!  AND he had cleaned my apartment top to bottom (cleaning could possibly my love language)!  AND! AND he had made my fave dinner ever – seared tuna, spinach salad, some sort of carb.  So sweet!  He said he wanted to do something sweet since I had an exam on my birthday.  Sigh.  He’s the best.   But before dinner he said wait!  You must open your birthday cards since tomorrow you will be in study and test mode all day.  You don’t have to twist my arm or anything, because I’m a HUGE card fan.  I usually get everyone 2-3 cards per special occasion.  No one says it quite like Hallmark if you as me.  I digress.  So I opened the first card and alas!  It sent me on a scavenger hunt around my 5x5 apartment to yet another card, and then yet another!  When finally I found my last car (it was the sappiest of them all – obviously I ate it up) and as I neared the bottom of the card I was instructed to close my eyes for my birthday surprise!  When I looked up, said boyfriend was down on one knee holding a sparkler for my little ring finger.  The rest is kinda a blur but I SAID YES!  Even in my non-cuteness outfit and delirious study stooper, I was the happiest of happiest girls.  The rest of the evening was spent staring at my ring finger and calling important people.  No more studying for me. 

So yay!  So glad that tall, handsome man asked me to marry him.  And so glad we did get married.  And then we had a baby.  And that’s been the best decision we ever made.  So this year, I am soooo excited to celebrate with my wee family of 3 (ok 4 including Sevilla).  Because as if I thought my birthweek could not get any better than that week 4 years ago, every year proves me wrong. 


Thankful for my people.




Georgia turns 4 months!

Friday, December 6, 2013

4 months seems like a major milestone in my book.  I mean, I remember seeing and hearing about friends' babies who had turned four months and I would think, "wow they are growing up so fast!"  Well, now my own sweet little pip squeak has turned 4 months.  And it's true!  She really is growing up wayyyyy too fast.  Anyone know where I can find a machine that freezes time around here?  If so, let me know!  Until then, here's G's 4 month update!
this pretty much sums up what we've learned this month.  hands in mouth? check. feet in mouth? on their way...


Weight: G weighs 15 pounds even and is 25 ¼ inches long!  WAHOOOOO!  She is now in the 67% for weight and 85% for height!  Supermodel?  Maybe…

Health: So blessed to say she is a healthy baby, despite her annoying stuffy nose/cold that we have been dealing with for the past 2 weeks.  But I’ll take a cold any day.  My baby girl is healthy by all other standards J

Sleep: HAHAHAHAHAHA.  What sleep?  She went through a bit of sleep regression as I mentioned in her 3 month post, and now throw a stuffy nose into the mix?  Yea we don’t sleep at our house.  But I am hopeful that baby girl will get well soon and we can begin the process of retraining her to sleep.  Because mama looks like a crazy lady with circles so dark it looks like she’s been in a fight.  The only thing getting me through is the fact that everything is a season.  This too will pass.  And she will keep growing.  And growing and growing.  And sometimes I just want it to stop.  No sleep and all.  Because really even when she does wake up at 11, 230, 330, 430, 530, 630 and 730 (I only wish I was exaggerating), the gummy smile I am greeted with melts my heart.  I love her.

Social: She looooooooves some attention.  We attended our first Kindermusik class and well?  She loved it.  We went with old friends and left with some new ones and we are headed back twice this month (once on mama’s birthday!  Yayay!).  And holidays?  They are her thing.  Being passed around like a hot potato and smothered in kisses and tickles by grandparents, aunts, uncles and cousins – yea she digs it.  She is quite the ham.

the dancer in her is practicing her heel stretch

Diet: Still going strong on breast milk!  I have had some trouble in that department so I am currently exclusively pumping, which to be honest, is really rough.  But I feel fortunate to be at home and have the time and energy right now.  I feel blessed to be producing enough milk and will keep going as long as I possibly can!  If you want more about my struggle or have any questions, email me!  I won’t put all the gory details on here J

Clothes: Can we talk about how inconsistent baby clothes are?  I mean, G wears some things in 3 months, some things in 6 months, and her pants?  9 months!  The 9 month pants are a little big in the waist but she needs them for length or else she’d be in capri’s constantly.  But honestly, it depends on the brand that’s for sure.  All baby clothes run different!  And she is still rocking mostly summer attire with her turtle kneck and long-sleeve onsies she got from H&M under them.  PS – can we also talk about her Thanksgiving out?  I showed a little taste on Wednesday, but a fur vest?  Really?  I’ve died and gone to Heaven.

Baby Gear Love: Still looooooove my best pump, because well – it’s my new best friend.   Also loving our Bumbo seat!  And for Christmas?  G is getting this adorable, larger-than-life bunny, this adorable tee-pee and some Spanish/English board books so she can work on becoming bi-lingual of course.  Although we are in the market for a high chair – any of you mamas out there have one you love?


Crying: She’s a happy little lady!  She really only cries when she’s hungry, bored or over-tired (which we try to prevent by having a bit of a routine).  She really hasn’t been fussy since she’s been sick either! 

Likes: Her mama and her daddy and huge favorites in her book right now.  When daddy comes home, her face lights up like a Christmas tree and mama works for that smile all. Day. Long.  She loves this little bunny blanket thingy.  And her thumb.  Huuuuge fan of her thumb right now.  And being tickled.  She cackles when mommy’s tickle fingers comes out, even in the anticipation stage.  It’s amazing.  She also loves her hands, and her feet, and pretty much anything else she can grab to go in her mouth.  And she loves laughing at herself in the mirror too!  Ahhhh, the best.

Dislikes: A dirty diaper is not her friend that’s for sure.  And when she gets tired, she needs to chill out – aka no tickle monster or funny songs/voices.  Other than that she’s likes everything and everyone!

Postpartum:  Feeling normal woop woop.  Still haven’t gotten on board with the exercise thing yet.  Maybe in the New Year?  I know I need to, I just haven’t been able to yet.  Soon though.  I feel it. 


Milestones: Oh man – smiles are still coming!  And now her laugh!  It’s HILARIOUS.  So funny.  And adorable.  She can roll over now too.  She can roll from tummy to back and back to tummy but not all at once.  Her tummy time has gotten immensely better as well.  She is holding her head up great and loves straightening her legs to “stand.”  




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a thankful heart

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

because on thanksgiving we wear fur vests.  faux fur of course.  but nonetheless, we are matching.

This thanksgiving was the best.  The best I’ve ever had.  I have so much to be thankful for and topping that list is that sweet little tiny human who follows me around all day (ok so she can’t walk or anything, I just carry her, but if she could I know she’d follow me!).  Her very first thanksgiving!  Can you believe it?  I still can’t.  I took a ton of pictures but realized only late night that we hadn’t taken a single video!  So Matt rushed to get the camera and immediately started video taping little G getting into her PJs.  So we have that.  Whew.  Crisis averted.  And she was such a happy baby all day, despite that fact that she has come down with her first for real cold and has been sleeping in her car seat upright for the past 5 days!  I mean, I’m not a nice lady when I am stuffy – but G?  The nicest baby lady you’ll ever meet – even with a stuffy nose.


But I can’t help but think back to last year and get alllll emosh.  Matt and I were still healing from our miscarriage but we were so hopeful.  And you know what?  Georgia was alreaaaaaaaaady in my belly!  Unbeknownst to her mama as her mama happily sipped on lots of vino – but hey!  Maybe that’s why she’s such a mellow babe? 

But all this is simply to say I am grateful.  For the people in my life, for the experiences I’ve had and for a hopeful and bright future.  Each day continues to get better and better, and I simply don’t know how that is possible.  I still pinch myself that I get to be her mom.  Man, I’m lucky.  No not lucky – I’m blessed. 



Hope y’all had a great Thanksgiving too!




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