|a favorite from G's newborn session. c/o The Coral Peacock Photography|
My daughter is 3 weeks and 3 days old today. These past weeks have been the best. Ever. They’ve also been the hardest and most tiring. But still, the best. Since bringing her home G has been dealing with some serious reflux though. She’s been exercising her lungs a whole lot and feeding is not always easy. We’ve had good days and days that are harder than others. But the hardest part of it all is seeing her little lip quiver and knowing that she is in pain, and there’s nothing mommy can do about it. I swear I think I’ve cried more tears than she has. It just breaks my heart. No. Breaks my soul. To see my baby going through something I cannot fix. I love when she cries because of a dirty diaper or she’s hungry. Mommy can fix both of those and make her a happy baby. But reflux? You suck. Mommy can only do so much to fix you.
Now this whole reflux situation is one thing. It usually subsides after a little while and we are working on making it better. But y’all, what am I gonna do later in life? I mean, if she skins her knee falling off her bike? Or the way worse emotional pains… a bully at school? Her first heart break? I’m not sure my heart can take it.
So Lord, prepare my heart. Because I’m just not sure mama can take baby girl in any kind of pain. Ever. So boys, beware. I could turn from sweet mama to crazy mama real fast J
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